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According to my sociology notes, one of the features of the post-modern condition is that the self is viewed as a project. Each individual sees themself, their life, as being something that requires work, constant review and improvement, like a dissertation or something.

I have so much I want to say and absolutely nothing that I can write about.

I have so much going on in my head and I feel absolutely nothing.

Sometimes I feel like I'm this close to jacking the whole thing in. By 'whole thing' I mean everything. Life, faith, education, everything.

The self as a project, right? Well I'm sick of it. I'm just done with working on this project that never goes anywhere. Like writing twenty pages and then losing it with one wrong click. Everyday.

I'm sick of living between extremes. I don't make any sense.

Also I have about 9 mozzie bites about my person right now and they're driving me absolutely batshit.